I want to improve myself.

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The title of this blog is 'Blog of Barbie' because I want to become like Barbie. Plastic. I want to mold myself into something better. Not necessarily six-foot-four, 110 lbs, and with a chest size of 32DD. I don't want to be Barbie in her material aspects: I want to be Barbie in her ability to be anything by changing her outfit. I want to change myself like that, hopefully to be a better, more social, and happier person.

I'm not going to pretend I'm not superficial. I'd like to be pretty too, of course. ;)

Who I am right now: 18 years old, community college student, 7 months pregnant, 162 lbs, grown-out faded hair that was once blond and black, lots of split ends, almost no social life. I will be giving up my baby girl for adoption, so as of about September first, I have my whole life to devote to becoming the person I want to be. I wish I could do so much more right now, but it is extremely difficult for me to exercise in my present state. I also have been practically bedridden with chronic fatigue and pain, which my doctor recently attributed partly to depression, and I was put on Zoloft about a week ago, so hopefully things will continue to get better. =) I also recently found out I'm anemic, which has been contributing to my inability to even do simple house-cleaning tasks, but hopefully an iron supplement will remedy that soon.

Anyway, I hope you find my journey interesting or even inspiring, and feel free to comment or follow! I appreciate any support I get. =)